I woke up to something today. Something I needed to wake up to. Something I was half-conciously trying to realize but needed someone from the outside to help me. I can't tell you what it is, because it's painful and I can't talk about it right now. Next, I have to figure out what I'm going to do, because something needs to be done because I'm breaking to a certain point, oddly, weirdly, unexplainably. It drags on so many levels. I think I might be crying on the inside about this when I didn't think I was. This could be painful.

It all needs to be: right.

Will I have the courage to figure out what needs to be done?
I'm scared and my heart is bursting.