it's all inside

I kinda feel used up and nothingness. Yeah, that's what part of me feels right now: nothingness. It's better that way because otherwise that fragile part of me may crumble.
Am I always going to be this kind of person, and girl? I mean, this is me talking (kinda to myself)....but maybe "me" needs to get a little overhaul? Me is in different place.
I'm a little bit tired. I don't know what to think; more nothingness.
Interactions don't help, neither do confrontations.

It would be great to overcome.
Really great.
I'm tired of fighting myself, but the fight's not won yet.

There's this painful spot in my heart.
It's all on the inside.

real

Keeping it real can be difficult.
Being honest is difficult most of the time.
People who strife for both honesty and "realness", inspire me.

I am so glad I have friends that are willing to be straight up with me.

I have some things I need to do and people I need to talk to.
I am inspired.
I am also weird.
(Just throwing that out there...)

God help me, everyday.

easter reflection

Easter is about redemption, hope, grace, hunility, unconditional love and selflessness.
Easter is a time to reflect on the cross and realize again how wonderful it really was and is.
Easter was and is, a defining moment.


Recently I've learned the true meaning of having someone watch my back, take care of me and defend me at whatever cost.

I learned it in a earthly situation and from a human perspective but it reminded me of my Heavenly Father who watches my back and takes care of me and will defend me, has defended me and His Son who did defend me to the grave.

And I know that my Redeemer lives.