when I see

Eyes are full of extraordinary beauty and light.

Especially some...

Some nights they are the last thing I can see in my minds eye before falling asleep.

split

Weird how one part of me is calm, cool, making progress, feeling accommplished and assured.
The other part is confused, cautious, freaking out and not even sure AT ALL.

Where is the split found in me?
That's a good question.

on the doorstep of...

18.
i stand.
ready.
alert.
wondering.
waiting.
thinking.

i looked at my hands and marveled that they are 18 years old and thought of the thousands of things they have done and the millions of things left to do.

this is going to be interesting.

in all sincerity

Sometimes all I have to do/can do/want to do is say...

I'm sorry.
Just plain old sorry.