How Did I Deserve This?

How did I derserve to have these people in my life?
What have I done, or said, or like anything?
I'm just a little girl full of evil and shame.
In yet, my Abba Father saw fit to place these people in my life.

AWE.

I am in the palm of His hand.
I am in the arms of friend.

*TEARS*

It is because he loves me.
It is because they love me.


"So these 3 things remain, faith, hope and love, but the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthian 13:13


--Kathleen

More Blessed and Loved

I blogged about being blessed today.
I said how it had not hit me how blessed I actually was til recently, basically today while I was "chilling with God".
Well, a few moments ago the blessings and love of God hit me full in the face once again.
When I read a blog post written by a beautiful friend of mine, about me.
Tears streaming down my face.
I felt the love washing over me.
Katie, you need to know how much I needed that.
You really, really do.
I am honoured beyond words.
I am encouraged.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I love you my darling Katie.

I feel like spreading the love, so here's my love to all of you.<3

Have an amazing rest of your weekend!

Kathleen.

Blessed

Why has it taken me so long to figure out how blessed I am?
I mean, I know I'm blessed, but I just didn't see HOW blessed I actually am.
If I started listing things and people and just everything this post could go on for an incredibly long time.

No matter what happens in life I know that you will be there for me.
What a reassuring thought.
I believe this is the way it was meant to be.
I am indeed blessed.
I love you.




I have been chosen to lead worship *on a frequent basis* in my youth group.
I never thought I'd get here.
I wanted to get here.
Now that I've reached this moment...

I realize it's more than showing people I can play keyboard or piano and sing at the same time.
It's more than having the position of leadership.
It's more than earning the respect of my Pastor and my peers.
It's more than being the best. (Which I don't believe I am.)

It's the act of giving my talents to the One who gave them to me.
It's the act of honouring Him.
It the act of becoming His servant.
It's the act of glorifying God.

May I keep these things in view as I begin this journey.
May I have the patience I need.
May I have the wisdom required.
May I have the blessing of the Lord with me every note that I play, and every word that I sing.

Just a little girl wishing to honour her Father.

I Cannot Think Of A Title To Express Myself.

Just one more thing to add to all of it. *sigh*

I'm searching for peace.
I'm searching for hope.
I know where to find it.
I'm just not getting it.
I'm probably not reaching far enough.

Pounding head.
I am thinking overtime.
Too many things to think about.
So tired.

I wish it was easier to get to a friend's house.
It takes so long to get anywhere.
*The danger of being homeschooled*.

Promises..keeping hanging on.

You promised me
That You’d never leave
Or let me go
You promised me
That You’d love me through
The highs and lows
You promised me
You won’t give me more
Than I can bear
You promised me
That when I cry out
That You’d be there
The shadowlands are what I know
So I’m hanging on to
Your every word
The shadowlands surround me now
But You walk with me through the cloud
Into the sun
Into the sun
You promised me
If I sow in tears
I’ll reap in joy
You promised me
That You will breathe life
Into my soul
I know it’s true
All that You sayI believe in You
And I am standing on
The promises You’ve made
You promised me and I believe

--Rebecca St. James.

Promises.
I'll *TRY* to keep hanging on.

--Kathleen

Welcome to 2007

There's no where else that I'd rather be, then dancing with you as you sing over me.
Theres' nothing else that I'd rather do, then Lord then to worship you...

Amen

My first post of 2007.

Well this Christmas holiday was very interesting.
Catching up on stuff.
Helping with Keith's film project.
Being fake\real girlfriend support.
Making some new friends.
Starting my new part-time job.
Coaching one of my best friends through some relationship issues.
Hanging out with my friends.
Seeing a friend I haven't seen in 7 months.
Indoor Skating.
Getting to know perople I've known for a long time, better.
Letting my friends know what they mean to me.




"That's what you think!"
"I don't feel like it"
"Just trust me"
"My feet are beginning to feel like feet again."
"I love you"
"We share a hero in common!"
"The backpack is vibrating!!!!!"

Much laughing.
Much fun.
Pictures tell the whole story.
All the stories.
I really need to get a digital camara of my own.

Oh what joy!

--Kathleen