justified?

it's summer. things are supposed to be brilliant and lovely.
and i suppose they will be sooner or later.
but...one week....and i face it.
but, i'm only human.
am i supposed to say...sorry i'm being weird about this whole...procedure.
i think..whoa you are being so stupid about this Kath, and then i think, wait it's perfectly all right. i'm justified. right? i'm only human.

now...this is what's happening.
next Wednesday July 11th at 12:15pm I will be in surgery for something along the lines of gum recession. The gum on one of my front teeth has deteriorated (sp?) and so they have to take a layer of gum from the roof of my mouth..and gulp...stitch it in. *shudders slightly*. it won't take that long, but i will be sedated at home and then put under at the "place", not the hospital. then i have to stay calm for a few days. it will take a a while to completely heal. the roof of my mouth will feel like i ate a way too hot piece of pizza and got it stuck there.:S not a pleasent experience at the best of times.

i am wondering if you could pray for me?
i would appreciate it a lot, because if you haven't gathered yet, i'm very anxious.
like i know i'll be okay...but... yeah.
i would appreciate it greatly.
thanks.
i love you all.

oh and if you want to visit me at home...COME! Take my mind of my mouth! lol. that sounds odd. i was told i may not feel like talking...lol...we'll see...kathleen not talking is something that doesn't happen. many of you can testify to that.

it will be completed step by step. right?

Lord, hold me close.