i made it...you covered me

weary and slightly dizzy am i, but here i am on the other side of surgery.
i cannot remember much.
i was on the phone with my dad in china and had to take my sedative to calm and relax me. then we got into the van and basically I can't remember the ride there. apparently I was quoting scripture to my mother and even gave her a reference and the basis of it in my own words. i have no recolection of that. the next thing i knew i was walking inside and getting in the elevator, almost out of it. we got to the office and i don't remember sitting down, but i remember asking my mom even though it's highly highly unusual for me to do this, i asked for People's magazine. haha, yes. i needed something to concentrate on i think. so i got it and was just flipping through. i can't remember a thing about it. don't worry my mind is not poluted. then my name was called....distantly.... and i was guided by my mom to the chair and the next thing i remember was sleep. though they didn't put me to sleep. i fell asleep. and just as i had hoped, i dreamed, i dreamed a wonderful dream, slightly mystifying and altoghether beautiful, with some less appropriate elements. but don't you need a dream like that during such a time as that? and i was not day dreaming! i seriously was asleep. for about an hour of it. and then i woke up and i really was awake and i spent the last twenty minutes i suppose trying desperately to keep my mouth open. and then it was over and i sat there for ten minutes to try to gain my equiliberium (sp?) back and the i went and chilled in the waiting room for a few minutes and then we went home and i crawled upstairs with my whole world spinning...because from the moment the sedative kicked in, as i said to my dad on the phone "my universe went crazy". it amuses me that i can still sound literate with drugs inside of me. so now i'm home and chilling out more or less with an ice pack on my mouth, and watching movies and eating pudding and applesauce so far, looking admiringly at my brand spankin' new 4GB Pink Ipod. yes. there will be updates. for now...i need to back away from the computer for a while because i'm getting a bit lightheaded.
thank you for your covering of love and prayers.
i love you too.