Monday, October 22, 2007

where the heck am I?

Coldplay "Square One": You're in control, is there anywhere you wanna go? You're in control, is there anything you wanna know? The future's for discovering The space in which we're travelling From the top of the first page To the end of the last day From the start in your own way You just want somebody listening to what you say It doesn't matter who you are It doesn't matter who you are Under the surface trying to break through Deciphering the codes in you I need a compass, draw me a map I'm on the top, I can't get back Whoa whoa The first line on the first page To the end of the last page From the start in your own way You just want somebody listening to what you say It doesn't matter who you are It doesn't matter who you are You just want Somebody listening to what you say Oh, you just want somebody listening to what you say It doesn't matter who you are It doesn't matter who you are Is there anybody out there who's lost and hurt and lonely too Are they bleeding all your colours into one? and if you come undone As if you've been run through Some catapult it fired you You wonder if your chance will ever come Or if you're stuck in square one.
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I pretty much got to get back to me.
I'm sorry.
You have no idea.
I don't listen.
You're trying to help.
While you watch me sink lower.
You're reaching.
I'm not seeing.
I only see what I choose to.
Why don't I see you.
Why can't I understand.
Your love is real.
Let not my mind wander.
To take life differently
Than how it's intended.
God help me.
Your love is real.

1 comment:

Janelle said...

i love that song by coldplay

oh. about the letter. it might take a while to actually get to you, because i randomly write stuff, so when there's enough random writing i'll send it :)