quick update

It has been so long. I kind of forgot this was here.

Ok. Quick update:

I am at Brock. I love it.

I am growing a lot.

God is teaching me lot's all the time

I have new friends who I am so thankful for.

I have old friends that I hold onto.

That's all for now.

to the end of summer

I am going on my only holiday this summer, this week. To camp. With many friends. It shall be glorious.

This summer has been one of a kind.
I have learned much. Such as trusting God for real and waiting on Him for His answers to my many questions.

There are merely 1.5 weeks till university begins.
That's it.

More change is imminent. Funny how my first day of "real" highschool seems likes yesterday when it was almost a year ago.

Funny how I'm here. No, not funny really. I just didn't expect this all to come so quickly.

best of the best

Best friends are really the best.
perhaps that's why they are called "best".
*laughs*

I'm so incredibly thankful for mine.

Listening ears/open hearts/gentle answers/sincere advice.

A few minutes later...

WHY DID I DO THAT?

What did I achieve?
HONESTLY.

I really, really hope that I didn't do anything stupid by doing that.
But I've been known to do stupid things every once and a while so I've decided it was stupid.
UGH. So this is what too much time on my hands is like.
I. don't. like. it.

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Btw, he's right. I do feel like that. Maybe if he tells me enough times, I'll start believing it.
Maybe I need to be a little more honest with myself.

CLEARLY I do,
cause
that
came
out
of
almost
nowhere.

when summer takes over

Well here I am, part way through summer.
Without a full time or regular part time job.
Lonely, somewhat bored and little confused.

I am trying to trust that God will provide what I need, because he knows what I need better than I do. So yeah....I guess I'm standing on that. : "Jehovah Jireh".

I'll get there.

goodbye to highschool

I've graduated high school and left it behind for good.
I suppose I could now officially call myself a 1st year Brock student.
Back to the bottom of the heap. lol.

I did well at "real" high school, achieving Honour Roll and winning the award for the department of Religion&Social Sciences.
It was honestly the best thing I could have done, and despite all the drama and craziness it was so valuable. I have encountered the world on a whole new level, and the world has encountered me. I am stronger, more determined. I am more convinced of who I am, and what I stand for.
I will not forget this year easily as I had the opportunity to touch others lives and be a light in the grey area. It was fastest school year yet and I find it difficult to believe it's July 2010 already.

Yet again, my life changes. My walking path alters and I face an unwritten chapter in which I really only know the outline.

First though, I need a summer job...

don't listen all the time

One thing I definately can't stand is when people listen to other people's "helpful" comments on what another person supposedly thinks of them.
Sometimes, it's so offbase it makes me kinda sick inside.

Haven't people realized by now they shouldn't listen to everything they hear....?

finish line

I can see the finish line.
The end of my victory lap.
The end of my one year in "real" school.
The end of high school altogether.

The beginning of something new.

(Gah, I'm going to miss this.........)

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I hate when something makes sense, in yet there's one factor that throws everything out of wack.

countdown to what?

Ok. so I'm not the only one noticing anymore....
There is something not quite right and I cannot explain it very well.

1 month till high school, and this extra crazy adventure year is all over.

2ish weeks till I am 19.

3 and a bit months till I begin university.

4 year anniversary of this blog.


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"Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart." Proverbs 3:3

march on

LIFE.
Celebration.
March for Life was absolutely fantastic.
The fight is not against people but against the evil and depravity of this world.


Sometimes it's hard to remember it's a beautiful thing that I breathe.
Then I remember...
It hasn't been a very long time since You met me here and I cried these tears.

Just gotta keep the march on...